I’ve Stood Where You Stand Now

You might be meeting me here at a period in your life that leaves you wanting. It might be money, a specific person, a living situation, a particular job, or even just a feeling that manages to evade you. Things may seem grim, desires may seem unattainable, and there may be some very intensely unpleasant feelings attached to the thought of the things you want in life.

That’s where I was before I became aware of the truth about myself. I had no job, didn’t like my body, was an incredibly jealous and insecure partner, didn’t have a real path or direction, and was constantly frustrated about the perceived state of my life. I was horribly depressed and had frequent bouts of anxiety. In hindsight, it sounds so dramatic to say that I felt so far away from the person I wanted to be.

I was vaguely aware of the law since my teens, but I didn’t fully grasp it. I was, as Neville Goddard would say, a seer of the word and not a doer.

It wasn’t until my mid-twenties that I revisited the idea of manifestation after pulling myself step-by-step out of the vicious cycle of negativity. A spark of insight came as it usually does: in hindsight. I looked back at all the things that happened for me over the years, and the thoughts I’d had prior to their occurrences. I reflected on the things I’d wanted but didn’t get, and saw, in contrast, the thoughts and feelings I’d had surrounding the desires that came to pass in my physical world. It took me years of unintentional manifestation to realize just how real it all was.

I started the journey of conscious creation just last year and never looked back.

It’s something from which I’m learning all the time. Along the way, I’ve created many beautiful experiences as well as learned plenty of lessons from “missing the mark,” so to speak. I created the house in which I live, exact pets I wanted to have, seemingly drastic changes in lifestyle, metabolic/body changes, relationships with specific people, good grades, specific sums of money, and plenty more. I’ve also had the blessing of what a lot of people might call “mistakes” or “failures.” I’ve learned from each of my sins, identified patterns that created undesirable outcomes, and made changes to turn those situations around.

This blog stands as a testament to what I’ve learned, what I’m learning, and my life as a doer of the word.

But more so, I want to bring the gift of awareness to others, should they choose it. I want to pay forward my knowledge and help others become the gods of their own respective realities. This is my place to share my experiences and help others use the law to live the version of life they’ve always wanted.

After all, I’ve been where they are.